no. 1

So i decided to make a separate blog to keep all my personal shit off bjc

I'm 17 years old i have suffered from depression and anxiety before even gone as far as suicidal but i got some what better but every once in a while i relapse so this random text posts will probably happen occasionally

So more intro I'm doing my leaving cert in 3 weeks and i haven't done anything for it but i am smarter than most but I'm also lazy as hell also a complete masochist and asexual aka i have no interest in having sex with either lads or girls frigid as fuck i have never kissed anyone or had a relationship i can barely support myself how could I possibly care for someone else as well

Also super overweight and pretty short only 5" 8 i don't like the taste of alcohol but i do get really drunk every once in a while im afraid of the future and i would like to make a difference in the world but to be honest i think i would fuck every thing up there is alot more still left to say but im loosing interest and im tired so g'night i finish this some other time

R.H